Actually I struggled to post. mid-july I have written to, but I get too emotional writing it. even

I gave her a tutor after magkinder that because I'm autistic. I Gumraduate kinder not to speak to the school. I do know that I have my lunch money, sit in class, then go home. There was an award on me, "most quiet in the class". You thought that?! The given her tutor, menath a spinster, smelling the ground with thick white powder and red lipstick. Thick grade glass and carrying a long stick. Surprising because she Takang the grade 1 I wise I read, write, and multiplication, division as well. He did not know, I confine kukurutin finished room and beaten menath with the stick I do not understand the lesson. Nung's first year as a kid, I always nurse in the house, the girl scout, quiz contests, with the performances. She just goes to school the day recognition. menath I will buy her clothes susuotin the day before the event. Memakeup done an I-thick, as she sells makeup. We often late event. And allergic shame I always walk to the venue. I Nuknukan shy. Once, I heard a weak tyempong they kwentuhan including madami her to have debt, with case, we have no money. Being shy is replaced by shame. I Pagtitindahin her ice at the market every afternoon, then a rag quilted pagbebentahin his ipamalengke I can not afford to have three cans of sardines, the pechay. menath Sometimes to make pickled eggs or 3 egg noodles hahaluan or perhaps still is 1/4 pound of round scad for prituhin. Dyan simply rotating lunch and dinner menath we. Rich in protein and sodium. Hehe. Throughout my life, twice to the place of purchase for her doll, Barbie's a similar but more thin hair and nadedeform the strongly squeezed the voodoo doll and an extended appearance. Many times I struck, beaten and stoned out what, once her, including her often, especially tumapang and I just hurt. Dumiskarte and I learned menath to rely on myself because I do not naasahan Nung she looked me lean. Andaming wrong in my life. Lots deficiency. All I blame him. Because she married the wrong man. We brought forth her because they were not prepared. Because children who still does the More. Not because she was caring role. Because we can not defend her self hurt us. Because she softly. Now she mature. More vulnerable than ever. But I wake up in the morning to cook for breakfast and lunch I work. I love the dress Nilalabhan Nyang I saw it done. Carefully hinahandwash my clothes with thin cloth. Pinapamlantsa I even said to do that. I have the door be opened even dawn I went. Asked me what I want to dish. Not graduate because menath she had to work at a young age Nyang. He did not do because I lived pinagtapos scholarship. But in fact, the more I learned to her, her life. More syang was wrong, but wise syang recovering.
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But you're the way you are Because of what you've been through, so you know how to make your life right and not cause the same pain on others. I'm proud to know you (and you know I do not say that much) - Should you write more of this stuff! 8:06 PM
Actually I struggled to post. mid-july I have written to, but I get too emotional writing it. even reading it now, I feel there is something in my chest. she loves me, but the profound impact of the past so I'm still affected. and least now, I know I'm forgiven and unconditional love she has. =) @ W1cked - not because I'm too toys, games road favorites. Yung footwear game :) @ LT - yep. That's what I've been doing. I would not want the same exp on others. but in RETROSPECT, you are right, I became a better person bec of it. I wondered why I fell, like nagdrugs. is! expensive because the drug turned out! hehe. and napa-wow! I turn to you-don't-say-much Yun. Thank you! :) Not easy to pursue some kin of stuff because everything seems nasasariwa. but I am trying. catharis also. @ Anonymous - I know this post is kinda heavy. but it is what it is and in the end, love and forgiveness prevailed. So thank you for smiling in the end. =) I understand that my mother now. she product of his generation. she just people, with faults and strengths. I accept =) 11:00 PM
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